the right now…
why is it that when i started a blog, i started in the thick of the summer? we have had parties and weddings for the past few weeks and it has made blogging become a luxury of time. so, today i scheduled my blogging, because i feel like i eat better when i write.
in the past few weeks, since getting back to blogging, i have started to be very conscious about what i am putting in my mouth. perhaps writing about losing weight is actually making it work! not like dumbo’s magic feather, but writing has shown me exactly how unhappy extra weight has made me. how it changes not who you are, but how you act and the things you do. i am less daring now. less likely to go out with new people. simply because i do not like how i look. how lame is that? i am giving up the good things in life, because of a temporary weight. this motivates me more than anything. am i willing to miss memories of this year, for my own self-consciousness?
the answer was no. maybe, hell no, if we are to get dramatic. i am not willing to let this control how i feel and how i live.
just wondering if anyone else feels like they give things up when they are unhappy in one area of life. doesn’t necessarily have to be weight and appearance. what else in your life has been so impacting, that it made you give up the “right now” and postpone it until your situation was fixed?
